Sunday, July 09, 2006
there's something i really really look for in a friendship.
and that's trust.
and if you all dont even trust me.
then how do you expect us to be truly good friends, or best friends for that matter?
if you ask me i think trust is the most important thing in a friendship and without that, there's not much to look forward to in a friendship.
and its not as if i dont trust you all either.
i do.
and now i know.
that you all dont trust me
thanks for unintentionally hurting my feelings and ruining my day
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i know you're afraid of what may happen in the future. but you really dont know what you're bringing upon me. all the pain, hurt and feelings of loneliness and rejection. its as if nobody wants me nor accepts me.
if you're afraid of losing your friends what about me?
cant you see im already starting to lose them? im falling down one step ahead of you and i really dont know how to resolve this anymore.
maybe i was meant to live my life, rejected and alone.
My mind's unweaving/ 5:05 PM
